Self-deception of a deluded person

Anyways, I've begun writing again =] It's fun, though I'm not putting as much detail in it anymore and focus more on meaning. Of course, only Cindy knows what I'm talking about. But I'd be happy if people would read all the crap I write [which actually isn't very much crap].

Also, my mouse just broke, so now I'm just using my tablet mouse. I hope my tablet doesn't break =[.

AHAHA. I'm so boy-obsessed all the time. Gosh.
Makes me emo too >[
I shall shun it!! ;__;

I got two B's the frist quarter of spring. Well, at least they were B+'s.

I don't want this year's seniors to graduate. THEY'RE SO AWESOME ;__; I think I'm going to cry.

AHAHA. I almost forgot to mention badminton. I'm on the team now and we've won our first two games. I'm feeling happy. But the practices are so ... painful and tiring D= But of course, no pain no gain. I'm getting better at least.

BTW. I regret all the Gaia art stuff I made now, because I owe so much more than I can do. Which I'll just list right now so I can remember.

Celestial Dreams:
Couple Headshot
Headshot

Saiyuni:
Fullbody
Fullbody
Waist-up
Headshot

Watch me die gaizzzzz.

Also, because I'm bored:

Stolen from

1. What is your one FLAWLESS talent?:
Assuring people that I'm weird.

2. A new food/ tasty thing you have recently discovered:
Persimmon cakes

3. Name a few guilty pleasures you have:
... talking to myself?

4.Something that has been bothering you lately:
I'm cynical and pessimistic =/ Who knew.

5. Something that made you happy recently:
We won our badminton games!! And I met four middleschool friends by accident.

6. What are you listening to now, in terms of music? (if there is no music what did you listen to last?)
Moments by Ayumi Hamasaki

7. On the subject of music, what kind of music seems to have peaked your interest lately:
Songs that evoke feelings I used to feel. Not that I don't feel feelings now, but there are special feelings that make me miss the "good ol' days".

8. How often do use Japanese phrases?
Every now and then, whether for humor or for real. Mostly for humor. And sometimes when people tip me off as to what to do I say "hai", but that's not a phrase, is it?

9. What do you plan on doing with your life:
I plan to get somewhere and do something.

10. A burning passion you have:
Art, in any form.

11. Cutest couple you know here on DA!
There is no such thing!! xD

12. Did you ever own a Neopets account, and if so what was your user name?
Virginia347 or something.

13. What do you think of when you look at a sunset?
I think of persimmons, or orange food. Like ... orange chicken. I feel like eating the sun too, because it looks like an egg.

14. What is one thing you have really been itching to do lately?
Say hi to someone named Kevin, because I keep forgetting to do so. Also have to say hi to Steven just for lols.

15. What element would you consider yourself?
Water.

16. Something that has made you very sad/ nervous:
I'd rather not say ='[

17. What is one thing you ALWAYS keep track of?
Submission by people I watch on DA, because if I don't check for two days, there'll probably be 50+ deviations =/ Also have to keep track of my sleeping and eating, yer know?

18. Favorite number EVER!!!!
Seventy-two.

19. Do you consider yourself to be a genius in any field?
No. But my friends are geniuses. Anyways, I think the closest I can be to genius is ... no, I really can't think of one.

20. A hobby you have that not everyone knows:
Writing stories. Spraying Bath&Body Works products on insects, you know, as insect repellent.

21. The ideal age of a person is:
Depends what person. Or you mean what age is best to be at? I don't know. I like being 16, it's such a nice number. But when I'm older, I'll probably like 21.

22. Your room is...
a freaking mess.

23. Describe your mood, now, in one word:
fuck. [ Please excuse my language =/ ]

24. What do you think of fangirls?
I think of them as diseased pigeons and hope to someday hunt them down.

25. Your favorite word/phrase:
I say "AHAHA" and "lol". I used to say, "Your face is funny." But I guess it's rude. I like "AHAHA" though

26. Your ideal place to be...
Muir Woods, travelling. Anywhere. Well, as long as it's peaceful, you know?

27. What is your favorite reality TV show?
... I don't watch TV anymore.

28. Something you have always hated with a fiery passion:
Yaoi, Yuri, incest. People who fit the cheerleader sterotype. People who give too many excuses. Liars. Alcoholics. Ciarettes and Cigars. Filth. RETARDED SHOWS LIKE "EPIC MOVIE".

29. Any last words before you tag 3 people?
"No."


/o/. Those are all the users I remember who might have time. You don't have to post it.